Starting over... again?

This time of year is soooooooooooooo hard for me.... There's a ton of birthdays in my family in October - 11 to be precise... it's hard to stay eating clean when there is all that cake around!  Then there's Thanksgiving, add a surgery in there, and Halloween... Holy Shit it's hard!  BUT, no excuses, I have to get back to my comfy weight before the Xmas season starts or I will end up where I was last year! (30lbs overweight and working my ass off to get rid of it!).

So, I'm starting over for the third time this year, but hey, at least I haven't given up which is where I am normally at....

Today - forgot to weigh... what????
Goal weight - December 1st = 165lbs

Breakfast - the shake (see previous) - tired of writing this out.
Snack - egg whites and a plum
Lunch - A can of tune mixed with some Waldon Farms' honey mustard dressing (have you tried this??  It's amazing - calorie free vinegar based) and some salad.  Yummy!
Snack... I forgot one
Dinner - 1/2 cup oats mixed with a handful each of raisins, real coconut, chia seed, hemp hearts and a bit of coconut sugar.  Mmmmmmm, I LOVE this!

Workout - I kickboxed like a crazy lady last night and loved every minute of it!!!!

Then............. I got home and sweet Matty had made popcorn for me... with butter.... a whole bowl of it.  Why don't I have any willpower to say NO?  I ate it... all of it...... Ugh....

That's a HUGE plate of food.... but it was sooooooooo good!

Eye surgery, still healing but definitely wasn't interested in eating properly while this was taking place!